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Tis is the only place i can speak out wat i feel, wat i think loudly

Tis blog account I din give to anyone i recognise......

so its save to puke all my emotion and thoughts here.....

Hope tis blog will not be found by my frens ... cz i will only share my sad things here

If i really give tis blog address to someone ... means tat That someone is quite important to me

and i fully trust tis ppl .....

29.8.2010 sunday sunny day

Feel unhappy recently .
Found myself stupid for blif in smtg i noe it wun be real ......
I ad know frm de begining A is fake .
B ad told me b4 and at tat time i blif in wat B told me cz B never lie .
But stupid me was fooling around by demon and 4get wat B told me .
I tot it might be diff case if it is C.

I found i was wrong ...
totally wrong....
C is de same .
I hate myself for not being determine.
If i determine enuf , i wun b hurt so much like wat i feel now.

Now , i will heal my heart back.
and
i will never blif anymore i think unless i stupid again...

sorry B for 4get wat u told me.
Hope it wun happen anymore.